Musings of the Glory Journey

It's late, or early morning whichever way you want to look at it. Just finished an hour of praise music.

I have had a long day, a difficult day yesterday and what lies ahead when I wake is unknown.

This I do know, God is everything. And I have said this before, if God gives you a word, Write it! I am compelled to share. To provoke thought at my own expense.

I am a great giver of advise but rarely follow my own, so tonight I look within to ask myself why.

We walk around with these huge voids within ourselves, searching and pursuing to fill. And nothing, money, fame, material possession, relationships, children, careers....nothing fills it but the Almighty.

We and I mean me, spend so much time on all those other things, knowing what lay beneath is the unquenchable desire for Christ and the Father. If only I would drink from the well that never will run dry.( More than an hour of praise music)

Instead I play, cyber games with internet puzzles and virtual friends and long lost loves and new romances knowing fully that none of these things will give me what I need. Neglecting the gifts inside of me, running on a wheel like a rat with no place to go. Afraid of my truth...Greatness. Power. Agape Love. Philanthropy. Service.

Because I will have to let go of these other things (even children) and embrace my magesty and it will require much. A circle so small only few dare to enter for fear of burning in the brilliance of the light, powerful yet vulnerable, exclusive yet exposed.

So what to do? Those who might read this may even think me to be crazy, because only few can understand such a calling. A calling that can indeed drive you to insanity when you try to ignore the echo in your ears, your heart, your spirit.

Everyone has their journey in the quest to fill the void, some will fill and know. Living their truth in God. Mighty or meak, satisfied, complete, whole. No holes, no wanderings of the mind, no running on spinning wheels, ONE.

Can I get there?
Will you go with me?

That's melavision. What's yours?